Then we walked in the Freedom Park. It’s a vast field where a lot of action takes place. Lol. I was looking at the stars. They were so beautiful here. Not like in Manila, where the stars are half as bright, and half as many. I think the FPark is so romantic, especially at night, and I remember that I used to wish that someday I would be walking there with someone special, just watching the stars and feeling happy. 

We ate dinner in a place near my dorm, and just talked more. We talk a lot so I usually forget your words. But I would never forget how I felt. We went to our house, and watched movies. My USB did not work, so we had to improvise with the crappy movies saved in my laptop. We decided to watched Memoirs of a Geisha. Then we watched Takumi-kun. It was late, and I was so sleepy already. We finished the movie, and I arranged the bed. Honestly, I expected you to sleep in my roommate’s bed (which is empty) but you slept beside me in my bed. I changed into a more comfortable shirt, and I asked if you want to change too. You asked to borrow one, and I lent you my favorite shirt. :) I like it because it’s very comfortable and soft. You said it smelled good, I said like a fabric conditioner? No, you said like me. It’s these little things that make me feel special. Lololol. We slept side by side. I love the fact that I feel so comfortable with you. No racing heartbeat, sweaty palms, and measured movements. It’s like beside you is the right place for me.You were scaring me, and it was late so I was scared easily. Lol, and I moved closer to you. :) We slept together. Just our skin touching, and close enough to feel each other’s heartbeats. Nothing else, nothing dirty. I think it’s much more romantic this way. :)

We woke up late, and the sun was already up. You saw me just before I woke up, which is when I usually look the worst. Lolol. But still you look at me in a different way. With my bed hair, unshaved legs, morning breath, and bare skin, you still look at me like I’m the most beautiful person you know. You changed into your clothes, and returned my shirt. I joked that I was going to burn it, lol, but you know I probably going to treasure it forever. Haha. It smells just like you. :) I miss you already, ugh.

You left, and asked if I’ll be okay here by my own. I said that I’ll go out and probably sleep in a friend’s house. I don’t know why, but it’s really difficult to say good bye. I felt like this house would be empty with you. LOL. Well, it would be,  because I’ll be leaving as well. So we exchanged our thank yous and take cares, and you left. It’s not even a minute, and I miss you already. And somehow, this is scary for me. What would I ever do if the time came when we have to say good bye?