Posts tagged Incoherent emotions ;A;.
I hate this feeling. It’s unhealthy. They say loving a person can make you bloom like a flower in spring, it can motivate you to do good things, it can inspire you. Simply, it is a reason for you to smile, something to be happy about. But why do I feel so unhappy? Why do I feel pain, instead of happiness?
A lot of time already passed. I should feel nothing. I should have moved on. And if ever you will come back, I would still say no. We’ve had our chance, and it did not work. It’s over. Yet, I think, I am still in love with you. I can’t look at another person without seeing you. And I hate it. I hate having to think what could have been. I hate how selfish you are. I hate you. And yet I love you. As fiercely as I had before. I wish I can punch you in the face. I wish I can hold your hands again. I’m confused. I hate this feeling.